Ok. My life’s been flipped upside down. Now I'm in a situation I’m not sure about. Knowing how people really feel is not one of my strong suits. I think I’ve misjudged many people’s true feelings about me. Wish there was a fortune cookie somewhere that told me sometimes love means hate and hate means love. So snowed by my quest...my fight for love that I didn’t see the avalanche...didn’t see the snow turn black. At the bottom of this valley, the darkness left a fight unfinished and futile.
Whatever is left of me...I can’t picture what is come. The more favors I accept, the more indebted..enslaved i feel, yet i don't move.
I can’t handle being this out of control...this unstable...this unsure. I don’t want anymore words of “wisdom”...that I once spoke. these are things I know. Relate to the unrelatable. Open your mind to a strange way of life, way of thinking. Free a mind. Let someone in. We need our people.
People are better than no people.
